Motivation for

An even score

Not just superficial

But so much more…

That natural connect

That chemistry

The innate science that draws you to me

Pheromones, oxytocin, and whatnot

I love to love

Outside of the box

This is different

I am pleased

It is unfolding just as I dreamed

Manifest the dream into reality

Is it worth?

Making it work??

Or will the chaos have me going berserk

Will my head be in the clouds.. distracted by common attractions

Nothing special..

Just enough to get by

Yet I may be –>

Blocking possible blessings with endless stressing about less not more

Electrifying a negative, sunken cost, sphere

When my attention can be focused elsewhere

A waste of energy

Why not focus on something more appeasing?

Pleasing… to me