the Purgatory of a Broken Heart

Fall into the abysmal depths

Being coercively pulled into the mind of individuals with stabilization and regulation needs, is a choice for the regulator. 🧐

Whether the needs are transference-based or regulation/ stabilization-based, need not matter.

… at the level of repetition, taking in and repeating, while gaining no insight, no metabolizing, no integration.

When you become more human, not less, anything less is an offense. ❤️‍🩹💔

After decades of chronic instrumentalization, you begin to experience a unique type of grief.

Does anyone see me?

Or do they just see through me?

As the walls slowly, cave in, you begin to envision every open loop meeting at this central point, to create this centralized pressure.