Author: PoetessLaureate

I am a writer, counselor, and student of human behavior with a particular fascination for the unseen forces that organize our lives. My work combines psychology, field theory, complexity theory, attachment, and personal reflection to explore how people become who they are, how they change, and how they become entangled in one another’s stories. Psychological Cartography is my ongoing effort to map the terrain of the mind and the relational fields we inhabit. Through essays, poetry, and original concepts, I explore topics such as emotional contagion, projective identification, identity formation, social influence, and the hidden architectures of human connection. This is a place for curiosity, reflection, and the search for deeper coherence.

Blasphemy

My soul burns

The thought I cannot take

Could it be that I am forsaken?

Unable to grasp the obvious signs put forth before me

I simply do not want to see

It hurts

My heart is bleeding out for the world to see

Yet I do not accept it

I just cannot let it be

Rebuke it as a blasphemy

Yet it is destroying me

 

Perpetual Paradise

Looking deep into your eyes

Invisible translucent magnets entrapped

A brief trance/ stance then… collapse

It could not be reality by the laws of oldest that may be

The landscape has changed irrevokably

Let us stand on the battlements to scourge the land

Having full view to lay down God‘s hand

So we may live in a better land… perpetually.

More than lust

More than just our bodies in constant flux

“It” was more as “Us”

After all, as individuals we were not much

Yet this whirlwind came through

Upending all our familiar surroundings

Leaving them askew

Does it feel like I’m melting into you?

Does it feel like deja vu?

This bond transcends the physical plane and catapults (2) hearts into the highest dimension of spiritual bliss.

 

They stop and stare

When we are together there is a veil of unreality in the air

Floating, dreamy… the lack of care

Did we experience another dimension?

Were we ever really here?

I could not say as our eyes locked and we dove into each others souls without a care in the world

 

My body misses you

Here again I cannot sleep

This lovelorn illness has me weak

My stomach in knots

My heart racing

My  thoughts in a spin of feverish pacing

The sound of doom echoes in my broken heart

Will this nightmare ever depart?