Author: PoetessLaureate

I am a writer, counselor, and student of human behavior with a particular fascination for the unseen forces that organize our lives. My work combines psychology, field theory, complexity theory, attachment, and personal reflection to explore how people become who they are, how they change, and how they become entangled in one another’s stories. Psychological Cartography is my ongoing effort to map the terrain of the mind and the relational fields we inhabit. Through essays, poetry, and original concepts, I explore topics such as emotional contagion, projective identification, identity formation, social influence, and the hidden architectures of human connection. This is a place for curiosity, reflection, and the search for deeper coherence.

We groove in synchronicity

You brighten up my world
 
Like an eternal fire
 
Lifting me higher and higher
 
Through planes of existence I failed to reach on my own
 
 
So yes! You are the KING!
 
Hence, I give you the throne
 
 
No discord & No mis-step
 
We groove in synchronicity…
 
 
Let us transcend this Earthly world
 
Leave & merge into eternity

From the start, my heart he took

The way he looked at me that night, had him embedded in my mind.
 
I almost could not stand to watch, him looking at me from across the room.
 
Every time I glanced up to catch him glaring,
 
My heart thundered, "Boom – Boom – Boom"
 
I sensed the impending doom and could hardly bear to look…
 
Could it be?
 
The feeling mutual?
 
From the start, my heart he took.

The love I needed most

I miss the moments we shared..
 
I want them back again.
 
Our love set sail on the wind.
 
The solitude deafening!
 
I am alone again..
 
"No matter!", I say.
 
"I need my space.."
 
Yet my mind strays…
 
 
Is there anyway to recapture such a thing again?
 
I highly doubt.
 
The after effect that has lingered is intense.
 
I cannot move on with another in that sense.
 
Every union a hapless chance.
 
I would not bother gambling.
 
I cannot replace this feeling.
 
Though the physical presence gone.
 
 
Nothing compares.
 
Nothing comes close.
 
 
Inside my lonely heart does long..
 
For the love I needed most.

To become one from two

I submit to you rendered unto me
 
Exclusively!
 
No partners to share in the winnings
 
We morph into one being
 
Seamlessly
 
So naturally
 
It is a joyous new begining
 
A blossom sprung anew
 
It is beyond me and all I ever knew
 
I hunger for more of our symbiotic groove

it is the final act

Act like you don’t know me.. cuz we are done boo boo..
 
Act like you don’t know me.. cuz
 
"Yep!"
 
We’re through…
 
 
It was a quick minute,
 
A hasty mishap.. and now that we are done with all of that.
 
Do not try and "act".
 
It IS a wrap.