You got my attention…
NOw… what do you have to say?
Yes I have heard it all
Alas! I see no exception today.
Yet I see you (smell you),
Momentarily…
Haha!
My attention span wreaks havoc on me!
Category: Poetry
Well I will be the determining factor in that..
Who are you again?
I clearly missed the relevance.
You monologue loving
Running commentary
Hypocritical teaching
Fake (pimpin’) preaching
Conversion reaction projecting.. all the devastation within
Looking in the mirror impossible now
Shattered glass fragmented and blown in the wind
Could never face the TRUTH so you hide and lie
Is the problem really always others and never you?
You are always a non-issue
No honey – No sting
To deactivate the propaganda that has been delivered to me over the years
Living with delusional fears
Crying,
Lying,
Sighing… tears.
That which was once distant
Now uncomfortably close and then..
Information OVERLOAD
So much data to process..
Piecing together
A HOT MESS
The big picture cannot be ignored
Though a BLAND fucking bore
To truly see the reality of this sad soul-less bleak society
An infestation of drone bees
Stacked in a pyramid buzzing aimlessly
this is not a shocker and yet…
You did not care at all apparently
i am not shocked in all honesty
I made a bad decision keeping you and did not fix it quickly enough
(i wasn’t focused… shit was rough)
And im not trying to bring about a resurrection
Instead moving in a new direction with new hope
Tried to cope in a bad time and you made it worse for me
I know i should not take it personal
Yet i cannot help but feel angry
Rapture
Real intimacy.
Give it to me!
I have waited and deserve this.
So serve this delicacy in all its extravagance!
I have patiently awaited my loves entrance…
I submit to the rapturous trance! 
the Purgatory of a Broken Heart 