I am charged up!

 

I am revved up!

 

…and curious.

 

 

Energy ignited by the exchange we shared.

 

I would like to know more.

 

Yet I fumble for word placement,

 

Seemingly out of my element when I implore.

 

Testing the waters… unsure.

 

The "Spark" however… cannot be denied.

 

Unmistakable.

 

Overpowering… chemistry.

 

This unseen force adjusting our gravity,

 

Pulling us together…

 

This is captivating me.

 

 

My apprehension was warranted it seems.

 

 

An incorrigible situation we have now found ourselves in.

 

 

There will be another chance to win.

 

Just not here, not today.

 

Revelations brought to light are glaring!

 

Blatant!

 

No choice but to move on.

 

Though nothing is truly wrong as there remains equilibrium after all.

 

Though I feel full to the rim with problems…

 

It is mainly, mostly, imagined.

 

 

Paranoia kicking in because I had a hunch which manifested into reality.

 

The formality is through… would not we rather it be?

My back is to the wall now…

 

My heart  () is in your hand now.

 

Please watch what you do now…

 

For I am crazy about you now.

 

Yet disappointment I seem sure to find,

 

In the pockets of my mind.

 

I am so into you now…

 

Basically,

 

I’m screwed now.

You did not lie… but you never told me.

 

The way you hold me had me fooled.

 

How was I to know?

 

Did you share these sentiments with every <ho ho ho>?

 

I am shaking my head cuz I just don’t know.

 

 

No need to worry you tell me,

 

No need to stress you see… sweet words echo into my ears extinguishing all fears.

 

I am caught in a tangled web,

 

I am being enveloped by you.

 

 

I am sighing..

 

Crying…

 

Dieing.

 

For the loss in loving you.

 

 

What in the world is disrupting my equilibrium!?

 

A cannon ball soaring through corridors and bursting open doors!

 

Who lit the match?

 

Am I to blame?

 

And whoooooo will out this flame?

 

Warm & fuzzy feelings over the anger is gone.

 

Inside a husk, an empty shell… and wishes to be well.