The weight too heavy

What can I do?

I am left no choice

But to power through

If I stop now

I may never start again

I may be cast aside

To watch others win

Since this is not something I envision

…and since visions manifest reality

…I will take the pain, and the hurt, and the body bending gravity

The Sun is shining

Absorbing the rays

Staying melanated up

Energized

Powered up

… ready for whatever may come my way

I will be greeting and meeting it enthusiastically

… interactions will be drastically resounding

Vibrations expanding exponentially

More than ever before

The phoenix shall take flight and soar

…after resurrecting from ashes

Stranging emotions

Flanging on you

Presence burst out and envelopes

Do not misconstrue

No need to ponder why

The answer so natural

Like two magnets attracting in an alternate universe

One where our spirits are dispersed exponentially

…reaching out and touching everyone and everything

Crushing the box that tries to contain

Remaining ambiguous, insane

Motivation for

An even score

Not just superficial

But so much more…

That natural connect

That chemistry

The innate science that draws you to me

Pheromones, oxytocin, and whatnot

I love to love

Outside of the box

This is different

I am pleased

It is unfolding just as I dreamed

Manifest the dream into reality

Is it worth?

Making it work??

Or will the chaos have me going berserk

Will my head be in the clouds.. distracted by common attractions

Nothing special..

Just enough to get by

Yet I may be –>

Blocking possible blessings with endless stressing about less not more

Electrifying a negative, sunken cost, sphere

When my attention can be focused elsewhere

A waste of energy

Why not focus on something more appeasing?

Pleasing… to me