There is a deeper darkness lingering

An emptiness eating slowly away

A melancholy aura beneath a hovering grey cloud

The mood ominous, all encompassing

.. but the intentions a mysterious shroud

Stealing every moment’s pleasure…

Leaving me unable to transcend

A frightening blow in the spiritual realm

The light went out of her eyes

… and it was not much of a surprise

It had built and compounded it self gradually

Dramatic living

In traumatic experiences

Leaves a soul shattered in pieces

Yet to piece them together.. you see

The insanity that has been reaped

…And a delicate line breached

Looking at you as if for the first time

I sense something there

No recollection seeing it before

This certain aura

A certain air…

A humanity, a mysterious, vulnerable being

Behind the theatrics on display

There in the shadows

Lingering…

A golden epiphany

Collecting the fragmented pieces

Connecting them like a puzzle

Allowing me to see

It is not he who changed..

..but my perception of seeing

I never loved you …

it was just another thing for me

… to keep myself busy

My ADD requires engagement

… and that’s how I get involved in these situations you see…

It is not by chance or hypothetically..

It is dispatched, orchestrated, tactically…

Unfortunately, the blueprint was not concocted by me

Which has me languishing in ennui pathetically

Consuming

Enveloping

Stimulating

Vibrations pulsing within me

Spreading outward

Touching everyone in my vicinity

No one can resist

Serendipity

In it’s fantastical entirety

The blissful pleasure of balance

The electric energy of love

… the blessings of the universe to guide us

To our own singularity