Well I will be the determining factor in that..

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Who are you again?

I clearly missed the relevance.

 

You monologue loving

Running commentary

Hypocritical teaching

Fake (pimpin’) preaching

Conversion reaction projecting.. all the devastation within

 

Looking in the mirror impossible now

Shattered glass fragmented and blown in the wind

 

Could never face the TRUTH so you hide and lie

 

Is the problem really always others and never you?

 

You are always a non-issue

No honey – No sting

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To deactivate the propaganda that has been delivered to me over the years

 

Living with delusional fears

Crying,

Lying,

Sighing… tears.

 

That which was once distant

Now uncomfortably close and then..

 

Information OVERLOAD

 

So much data to process..

Piecing together

A HOT MESS

 

The big picture cannot be ignored

Though a BLAND fucking bore

 

To truly see the reality of this sad soul-less bleak society

 

An infestation of drone bees

Stacked in a pyramid buzzing aimlessly

this is not a shocker and yet…

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You did not care at all apparently
 
i am not shocked in all honesty
 
 
I made a bad decision keeping you and did not fix it quickly enough
 
(i wasn’t focused… shit was rough)
 
And im not trying to bring about a resurrection
 
Instead moving in a new direction with new hope
 
Tried to cope in a bad time and you made it worse for me
 
I know i should not take it personal
 
Yet i cannot help but feel angry

Rapture

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Real intimacy.
 
Give it to me!
 
 I have waited and deserve this.
 
So serve this delicacy in all its extravagance!
 
I have patiently awaited my loves entrance…
 
I submit to the rapturous trance! Red heart

We MUST change our trajectory

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You do not have the power to move me anymore
 
I am not even slightly amused
 
I could not muster the energy to care
 
Your pointless loafing standing there
 
 
As if i would even miss it
 
Go on ahead and dismiss it into the clearing at the end of the path
 
 
We lingered too long here now its time for us to be moving on pastRainbow
 
 
We can call it a draw
 
We can even shake hands
 
 
You see our orbits were on a collision course
 
Urgency to change our trajectory 180 degrees
 
And we must do this individually