I need you NOW!

 

Nothing matters without you!

 

Just a shadowy cast

 

Shallow..

 

See through…

 

 

Everything comes and goes

 

Ever change in eb and flow

 

A singular constant anchoring me

 

You NEVER switch it up

 

You love me consistently

 

 

See I never had to guess

 

You made things blatantly clear

 

You never faltered

 

You were always there

 

To show me that you care

As I am breaking up inside… you are my tether to sanity.

 

Please do not release me

 

I need you to grasp and hold me tightly

 

Everything everyone is useless

 

I need your comfort

 

I need your touch

 

Am I asking for too much?

You brighten up my world

 

Like an eternal fire

 

Lifting me higher and higher

 

Through planes of existence I failed to reach on my own

 

 

So yes! You are the KING!

 

Hence, I give you the throne

 

 

No discord & No mis-step

 

We groove in synchronicity…

 

 

Let us transcend this Earthly world

 

Leave & merge into eternity

The way he looked at me that night, had him embedded in my mind.

 

I almost could not stand to watch, him looking at me from across the room.

 

Every time I glanced up to catch him glaring,

 

My heart thundered, "Boom – Boom – Boom"

 

I sensed the impending doom and could hardly bear to look…

 

Could it be?

 

The feeling mutual?

 

From the start, my heart he took.

I miss the moments we shared..

 

I want them back again.

 

Our love set sail on the wind.

 

The solitude deafening!

 

I am alone again..

 

"No matter!", I say.

 

"I need my space.."

 

Yet my mind strays…

 

 

Is there anyway to recapture such a thing again?

 

I highly doubt.

 

The after effect that has lingered is intense.

 

I cannot move on with another in that sense.

 

Every union a hapless chance.

 

I would not bother gambling.

 

I cannot replace this feeling.

 

Though the physical presence gone.

 

 

Nothing compares.

 

Nothing comes close.

 

 

Inside my lonely heart does long..

 

For the love I needed most.