Identity-level internal chaos and avoidant attachment is driving you to sabotage and lose control. But, rest assured this was no failure. You could think of it as practice.
Tag: connection
Performative Vulnerability
A lot of people stay in this for years.
You snapped out in months, and honestly, faster mentally than emotionally.
That’s self-protection.
Your intuition is strong.
the Purgatory of a Broken Heart 