Resonance consumed all logic and clouded your brain with intoxicating chemicals. Once the chemicals dissipated, so did all feelings.
Resonance consumed all logic and clouded your brain with intoxicating chemicals. Once the chemicals dissipated, so did all feelings.
I was attached to the parts of myself that she temporarily activated.
Thinking, this is a place where my depth can matter. My love can land. My intuition can guide. And my nurturing can transform. But it was just a fantasy. 🌙
Apology to Self = Internal Boundary Reactivating. I see you now, you’re safe now, you’re not alone in this.
The view on the other side might not be so sweet, but it is grounding to realize how you may have affected others in the past. Requiring constant devotion with little reciprocation.
A life lived in fragments. Selves that surface and disappear swiftly. A portrait of survival shaped by splitting, where what looks like mystery is really the choreography of a nervous system trying to stay safe.