the Purgatory of a Broken Heart

Fall into the abysmal depths

06/18/2026 · 1 Comment ·

Stepping back, back, back, until my back hit the wall.

I’ll disappear, if not withdraw.

Being coercively pulled into the mind of individuals with stabilization and regulation needs, is a choice for the regulator. 🧐

Whether the needs are transference-based or regulation/ stabilization-based, need not matter.

… at the level of repetition, taking in and repeating, while gaining no insight, no metabolizing, no integration.

As the walls slowly, cave in, you begin to envision every open loop meeting at this central point, to create this centralized pressure.

I didn’t mean for it to come out like that.

My spirit couldn’t stomach it any longer.