After decades of chronic instrumentalization, you begin to experience a unique type of grief.
Does anyone see me?
Or do they just see through me?
After decades of chronic instrumentalization, you begin to experience a unique type of grief.
Does anyone see me?
Or do they just see through me?
1. Rise to the occasion
2. Stabilize at capacity level
3. Drift, due to non-response
Which will it be?
Never enter a dynamic that hasn’t earned its footing.
Sometimes, no reply is the cleanest boundary.
High-level pattern recognition in this sequence:
Scan —> Analysis —> Recalibrate —> Conclusive Decision —> Action.
Low tolerance for environments full of noise, high accuracy environments preferred .
Gradually weaving events Into an evolving story, of who I am. 🌙