the Purgatory of a Broken Heart

Fall into the abysmal depths

Live with vitality and face the obstacles in your mind. Failure is imminent, and necessary to be victorious.

1000 failures may be in the path to one goal. Each failure building the architecture to withstand any weather. 🏝️☀️☔️

Being coercively pulled into the mind of individuals with stabilization and regulation needs, is a choice for the regulator. 🧐

Whether the needs are transference-based or regulation/ stabilization-based, need not matter.

… at the level of repetition, taking in and repeating, while gaining no insight, no metabolizing, no integration.

When you become more human, not less, anything less is an offense. ❤️‍🩹💔

After decades of chronic instrumentalization, you begin to experience a unique type of grief.

Does anyone see me?

Or do they just see through me?