I was attached to the parts of myself that she temporarily activated.
Thinking, this is a place where my depth can matter. My love can land. My intuition can guide. And my nurturing can transform. But it was just a fantasy. 🌙
Tag: soothe
Psychic Alarm
Apology to Self = Internal Boundary Reactivating. I see you now, you’re safe now, you’re not alone in this.
Energetic Dependency I
You may not have loved or even liked me, but at the end of the day it’s you who needed me. It is my fire that brought the heat. 🔥
Interlude Between Versions of Myself
A life lived in fragments. Selves that surface and disappear swiftly. A portrait of survival shaped by splitting, where what looks like mystery is really the choreography of a nervous system trying to stay safe.
Say Goodbye
I didn’t lose a foundation.
I lost a fantasy.
And fantasies dissolve.
They don’t destroy.
Finally Integrating the truth after months of running on emotional instinct.
All along, you were just a good mirror, latching on to an anchor, in a sinking ship.
the Purgatory of a Broken Heart 