the Purgatory of a Broken Heart

Fall into the abysmal depths

Being coercively pulled into the mind of individuals with stabilization and regulation needs, is a choice for the regulator. 🧐

Whether the needs are transference-based or regulation/ stabilization-based, need not matter.

Unlocking pattern recognition, telling me preemptively what this will be.

Yet, I cannot resist the pull. The observer and the observed splitting the moment.

What does it mean?

Mutual recognition of dysregulation should not be mistaken for intimacy.

Two mirrors reflect back infinity.

The body knows, before the mind registers familiarity.

A twist of the intestines, a shortness of breath, an ever so slight lean forward, all signal somatic relevance within the field.