Month: April 2010

Black Sheep

I am a vagabond and I invert within.
 
 
Black SheepYou wonder why I do this?
 
Seems with you I never win!
 
 
Is it a sin for me to have an original thought?
 
That was not brought about by your perspective in reality?
 
If you are the preacher, I must be the sheep,
 
Yet you must not know me to fathom this could be…
 
Though there are always exceptions,
 
This I cannot see.

With love, tenderly…

You trying to insult me?
 
You trying to bring me down?
 
Ha! You are more depraved than I could ever be.
 
Sanctified side talkers, 
 
Back up offa me!
 
Come back when in a better place,
 
Control the urge to lash out bitterly.
 
It is obvious, though I am not sure if you could see.
 
I understand your angst,
 
Just do not bring that ish to me

No heart to mend this threadbare garment

Wilted roseDisenchanted, no bluff.
 
Great hopes were a mere reverie.
 
An imagination,
 
I could never see.
 
 
In this bleak reality I uphold…
 
 
Once on a pedestal,
 
Now old and worn.
 
Once adored, beloved..
 
Now scorned…
 
Forlorn.
 
 
Equip the armaments~
 
Yet let no battle take hold.
 
The spell is broken.. and the contrast resounding bold.

This Chemistry

AirplaneI am charged up!
 
I am revved up!
 
…and curious.
 
 
Energy ignited by the exchange we shared.
 
I would like to know more.
 
Yet I fumble for word placement,
 
Seemingly out of my element when I implore.
 
Testing the waters… unsure.
 
The "Spark" however… cannot be denied.
 
Unmistakable.
 
Overpowering… chemistry.
 
This unseen force adjusting our gravity,
 
Pulling us together…
 
This is captivating me.
 
 

Music inspires me

Someone asked  me the other day… What inspires you to write? I thought on it for a moment and could not definitively identify a main source for my inspiration. I felt I do not necessarily become inspired but instead excavate an interesting thought and build on it in written word. So I suppose I felt I was inwardly inspired more so than outwardly. I do spend a lot of time alone. My introspective nature always finds me searching for answers and the questions that are asked can be such fun to explore! Ya da ya da ya da and all that good stuff… turns out this was not exactly true. How could I forget? Maybe I needed a tune to remind me how much emotion music can evoke?
 
Music inspires me!Note
 
Not just my writing but my life! Music is so powerful. I had to be reminded this morning  during the morning routine, I heard a melody and it got my thoughts churning. I felt like something was on the tip of my tongue, but instead of my tongue I would mean my mind. Like a lost memory trying to materialize and come back!  That little tune evoked such emotion in me! I actually stopped what I was doing (Brushing my hurrr) and listened and felt something I can not really describe or articulate, nostalgia? Or something like it? In any case it moved me.
 
So yes I completely forgot about it at the time, but indeed music does inspire me intensely. All types of music in all kinds of different ways.
 
Peace.