Do you dislike everything I do?

 

Well I am not on this Earth to please you.

This is just a bad trend.

 

Hoping to go to sleep and wake up to its end.

 

 

Wake up, and I’m like,

 

"Oh NO!

 

Not this!

 

AGAIN!"

 

Uncanny de’ja’ vu I would love to dismiss.

 

A rendezvous, I’d have done better to miss.

 

 

Now  lost thoughts dumped into the unconscious,

 

Flooded in from the black abyss.

 

 

They seem to wish of you… what they themselves do not project.

 

They hope for characteristics in you.. they themselves were not blessed.

The turbulence is past now…

 

Gratefully I reflect.

 

 

Better yet, I compare & contrast,

 

The metamorphosis apparent now,

 

This was not always so,

 

Only glitches of a habit formed not too long ago…

 

That has slowly reformed and tamed the beast.

 

Sedate and cool the boiling point does not have to be reached.

 

Well not at this time at least…

 

Though pent up aggression can not forever be contained and will one day unleash.