Fading…
An internally reflective thing
A ghost of a being
Floating in and out of unlit rooms
No windows
Languishing in Gloom
… and an impending sense of Doom
Maniacal monologues with oneself
Reflecting ruefully to dire depths
On every minuscule thought
Every shadowy suspicion
Every duplicitous desire
Unknown sources obsessively
Spinning the windmills of thought repetitively
Going over each and every little thing
With a fine-tooth comb of paranoia
And a pomade of persecution
To lay my edges with conviction
Assuring me, that now I know
There are no doubts to cloud my thoughts
In dark solitude, I grow