He showed up unexpectedly
It should have been you
My heart dropped when I realized the truth
I wanted it to be you that showed up at my door
And though I had made plans to explore
My plans were to be put on hold
I entertained his company while wishing it was you
I went to sleep and dreamt wild dreams of you
Author: PoetessLaureate
I am a writer, counselor, and student of human behavior with a particular fascination for the unseen forces that organize our lives. My work combines psychology, field theory, complexity theory, attachment, and personal reflection to explore how people become who they are, how they change, and how they become entangled in one another’s stories. Psychological Cartography is my ongoing effort to map the terrain of the mind and the relational fields we inhabit. Through essays, poetry, and original concepts, I explore topics such as emotional contagion, projective identification, identity formation, social influence, and the hidden architectures of human connection. This is a place for curiosity, reflection, and the search for deeper coherence.
Living vicariously
I asked,”Should I do it?”
To which she replied, “Yes, because I haven’t had the opportunity.”
Love outside this plane of existence ~~~~~
An exquisite treat
A delicacy fit for feast
An assortment overwhelming all senses
Pure ecstasy
The sense heightened indulging in
Amazingly warm and true
Unlike anything I ever knew..
Nothing like it
Nothing even close
Extreme, Enticing, Addictive
I simply cannot get enough
Normal restrictions do not seem to apply
Flying beyond earthly planes and ascending into pure ecstasy
Into a sea of joy and warmth
Surety, Security, Serenity
Making me so happy
Amazing synergy undulates and breathes life into me
The chemistry drawing the two
Is beyond me and you
What drew you to me?
I sometimes ponder and release the thought just as quickly
I surrender
It fogs my mind
It was like a dream
It was like a dream
It was like a dream to me
The way it held and comforted
The warmth it made me feel
It was so unreal
A fantasy that somehow came true
It was sparkly, shiny, new
Unlike anything I ever knew
