And now I lay me down to sleep..
Astral Projection!
I will leave my body!
Traveling in the dreamworld tonight
At the speed of light
I do not see
The sight is internal
Infernal explosions
Wide open doors and an epiphany
Dictating how it ought to be
Programming the deepest crevices of my mind to divide and unwind
I am lost in parallel universes
Body dispersed into the wind
In the heart of the storm
There I meet my friend
An addictive poison torturing me
I wish I could refrain from consuming
I am sick
Booming heart and blood pressure rising
I am intoxicated
There is a need
A thirst
Cannot get it out my system
It hurts
But alas, everything is just a thing
Until the next thing
And nothing is everlasting
I wish I could write to you like back in the day
I wish I could find the words to say
yet I am stumped
caught in a slump
in a ditch I have dug myself in
in my solitary haven
it is only seasonal
it is treason true I cannot write to you
as I used to
so effortlessly
you thread the tapestry before me
a vision of perfection i see
like a sculpture
every curve and contour
i explore
i adore
beg for more
so unwittingly you pull me into your door
no chance for me to endure
Those ominous clouds I do recall
It was quite an adventure
There was mystery and melancholy
And tears and sweat
No time for regret
Only plunging forward into the abysmal depths
