Author: PoetessLaureate

I am a writer, counselor, and student of human behavior with a particular fascination for the unseen forces that organize our lives. My work combines psychology, field theory, complexity theory, attachment, and personal reflection to explore how people become who they are, how they change, and how they become entangled in one another’s stories. Psychological Cartography is my ongoing effort to map the terrain of the mind and the relational fields we inhabit. Through essays, poetry, and original concepts, I explore topics such as emotional contagion, projective identification, identity formation, social influence, and the hidden architectures of human connection. This is a place for curiosity, reflection, and the search for deeper coherence.

It could never be enough…

I am insatiable!
 
With desire like no other!
 
… you will soon come to find.
 
 
Excessive amounts could not satisfy the craving knawing away at me.
 
Over-consumption ultimately…
 
with no substance seemingly able to curb the RAVING BEAST in me.

Warm & Fuzzy feelings

Sleeping half-moonWhat in the world is disrupting my equilibrium!?
 
A cannon ball soaring through corridors and bursting open doors!
 
Who lit the match?
 
Am I to blame?
 
And whoooooo will out this flame?
 
Warm & fuzzy feelings over the anger is gone.
 
Inside a husk, an empty shell… and wishes to be well.
 
 

Love poems from back in the day…

Red roseQuiet confidence.
 
Temperance and patience.
 
Beauty.
 
 
Excuse me… but you reflect perfection.
 
Mirroring flawlessly what I hope to be.
 
Effortlessly you deliver these things,
 
Making me linger more and more.
 
Brings to life my rotten core.
 
Devours my marble stature,
 
Breaks down the impenetrable surface,
 
I oblige willingly at your service.
 
 
Observe this.. change in me,
 
Strange to me yet relieving… gets a cold heart to believing,
 
That this may be the season,
 
Yes it may be a chance for a flourishing future romance.
 
 Red heart
 Red heart

 Red heart

 Red heart
 
I need your touch,
 
I need your smile and the laughter you bring.
 
I need you!
 
You make my heart sing!
 
 
Soul rings like a bell from a mountain-top!
 
Resounding touching everything.
 
When dawn breaks first thoughts are of you.
 
This lets me know I MUST need you.
 
The urgency to let you know this.. show this…
 
Flows naturally.
 
I can not control it.
 
It just is what it is.
 
Thoughts running wild obsessing about you.
 
If I do not get you what the hell Imma do?