you tell me

what i need to do

to get closer to you?

 

true

i am a recluse

with the communication skills of a neanderthal

and yet still.. i fall

So there is hope for me after all

 

it is quite intriguing the way i am dwelling on this

letting my reason flow amiss

just for a kiss

no questions if

i want to, for you

the place you have given me in your heart..

has enhanced me

You

the hidden component unlocking previously impossible abilities

no need to trivialize with over think

deep in our hearts we know

the synergy overflows

into Magnificence it grows

 

he wrote to me in the deepest of night

even before carnal pleasures could be imagined or manifest in reality

his predictive prose

his foreboding poetry

set me free

prepared the setting for what would come to be

we lavished and bathed in all its glory

something commanding in him made me weak

no choice, i must take in deeply all he speaks

nothing uttered could be ignored

by my double-edged sword

I am numb to fact

See, I cannot react

I cannot feel it

Cannot think it

Could not hear it if anyone said it

Yet no one really ever knew..

I feel shallow

I seem unable to delve to the depths

I was relentless in my quest to forget

I could not grasp the memory

To bring the thoughts

Back to you

I refused! to acknowledge what I knew

It is like a repeated loop in my mind

And I cannot unwind thinking of you has me so high strung

Yet tranquil and serene.. enveloped in daydreams

Of what happened between

That space and time where we intertwined

And became one for a  moment

How it fogs my mind