I never could have hated you

Circumstances being what they were
Could not have been avoided

With my back against the wall I fall into cause and effect

Neglecting to step outside myself
For just a moment to gather myself
To perceive that other than self
Was beyond me I fear

He showed up unexpectedly
It should have been you
My heart dropped when I realized the truth
I wanted it to be you that showed up at my door
And though I had made plans to explore
My plans were to be put on hold
I entertained his company while wishing it was you
I went to sleep and dreamt wild dreams of you

I asked,”Should I do it?”

To which she replied, “Yes, because I haven’t had the opportunity.”

An exquisite treat

A delicacy fit for feast

An assortment overwhelming all senses

Pure ecstasy

The sense heightened indulging in

Amazingly warm and true

Unlike anything I ever knew..

Nothing like it

Nothing even close

Extreme, Enticing, Addictive

I simply cannot get enough

Normal restrictions do not seem to apply

Flying beyond earthly planes and ascending into pure ecstasy

Into a sea of joy and warmth

Surety, Security, Serenity

Making me so happy

Amazing synergy undulates and breathes life into me

The chemistry drawing the two

Is beyond me and you

What drew you to me?

I sometimes ponder and release the thought just as quickly

I surrender