It was like a dream

      It was like a dream

            It was like a dream to me

The  way it held and comforted

     The warmth it made me feel

It was so unreal

     A fantasy that somehow came true

It was sparkly, shiny, new

     Unlike anything I ever knew

And now I lay me down to sleep..

Astral Projection!

I will leave my body!

Traveling in the dreamworld tonight

At the speed of light

I do not see

The sight is internal

Infernal explosions

Wide open doors and an epiphany

Dictating how it ought to be

Programming the deepest crevices of my mind to divide and unwind

I am lost in parallel universes

Body dispersed into the wind

In the heart of the storm

There I meet my friend

An addictive poison torturing me

I wish I could refrain from consuming

I am sick

Booming heart and blood pressure rising

I am intoxicated

There is a need

A thirst

Cannot get it out my system

It hurts

But alas, everything is just a thing

Until the next thing

And nothing is everlasting

I wish I could write to you like back in the day

I wish I could find the words to say

yet I am stumped

caught in a slump

in a ditch I have dug myself in

in my solitary haven

it is only seasonal

it is treason true I cannot write to you

as I used to

so effortlessly

you thread the tapestry before me

a vision of perfection i see

like a sculpture

every curve and contour

i explore

i adore

beg for more

so unwittingly you pull me into your door

no chance for me to endure