I was attached to the parts of myself that she temporarily activated.
Thinking, this is a place where my depth can matter. My love can land. My intuition can guide. And my nurturing can transform. But it was just a fantasy. 🌙
Tag: hurt
Psychic Alarm
Apology to Self = Internal Boundary Reactivating. I see you now, you’re safe now, you’re not alone in this.
Now, I Know 🤎
The view on the other side might not be so sweet, but it is grounding to realize how you may have affected others in the past. Requiring constant devotion with little reciprocation.
Interlude Between Versions of Myself
A life lived in fragments. Selves that surface and disappear swiftly. A portrait of survival shaped by splitting, where what looks like mystery is really the choreography of a nervous system trying to stay safe.
Say Goodbye
I didn’t lose a foundation.
I lost a fantasy.
And fantasies dissolve.
They don’t destroy.
Finally Integrating the truth after months of running on emotional instinct.
All along, you were just a good mirror, latching on to an anchor, in a sinking ship.
