I couldn’t really call it, the feeling left in my gut.

 

No way to articulate, the feeling left me in a rut.

 

I could not get away, try as I might try as I may,

 

This feeling lingers, it stays… and though this love so tangible I wish it’d go away.

 

 

You broke my heart in two and our brief union through…

 

Yet why do I still think of you?

 

Every logical explanation pointing to the fact that I knew..

 

We were not meant!

 

Meager efforts spent and must certainly be cut short…

 

Yes I know my barriers were up!

 

But I’d let them down for you!

 

If only you would want me to?

 

If only you would  me too…