Now that the fog is clearing in the bleak landscape of my mind

I see purpose emerging

Thoughts become clear and more defined

As unfair as this may seem

I must this once think logically

As ridiculous as I may be upon occasion

I have never lacked the sense to be self aware

Yet to forge the path to get there..

There is such fear in me to see the reality

The difficulty would be in first looking in the mirror to face… me