I never loved you …

it was just another thing for me

… to keep myself busy

My ADD requires engagement

… and that’s how I get involved in these situations you see…

It is not by chance or hypothetically..

It is dispatched, orchestrated, tactically…

Unfortunately, the blueprint was not concocted by me

Which has me languishing in ennui pathetically

Consuming

Enveloping

Stimulating

Vibrations pulsing within me

Spreading outward

Touching everyone in my vicinity

No one can resist

Serendipity

In it’s fantastical entirety

The blissful pleasure of balance

The electric energy of love

… the blessings of the universe to guide us

To our own singularity

It’s electric

It’s enticing

Shockwaves covering much ground before it dissipates

The impact resounding

Dare I say… Everlasting?

Stimulating

I flourish in blooming

Ascendant..

Growth

From the dire depths

A blessing forges forward

An anomaly

In truth

This metamorphorsis is defining me

I am not the hardened shell you imagined me to be