The way he looked at me that night, had him embedded in my mind.

 

I almost could not stand to watch, him looking at me from across the room.

 

Every time I glanced up to catch him glaring,

 

My heart thundered, "Boom – Boom – Boom"

 

I sensed the impending doom and could hardly bear to look…

 

Could it be?

 

The feeling mutual?

 

From the start, my heart he took.

I miss the moments we shared..

 

I want them back again.

 

Our love set sail on the wind.

 

The solitude deafening!

 

I am alone again..

 

"No matter!", I say.

 

"I need my space.."

 

Yet my mind strays…

 

 

Is there anyway to recapture such a thing again?

 

I highly doubt.

 

The after effect that has lingered is intense.

 

I cannot move on with another in that sense.

 

Every union a hapless chance.

 

I would not bother gambling.

 

I cannot replace this feeling.

 

Though the physical presence gone.

 

 

Nothing compares.

 

Nothing comes close.

 

 

Inside my lonely heart does long..

 

For the love I needed most.