Day: September 26, 2010

No honey – No sting

 

To deactivate the propaganda that has been delivered to me over the years

 

Living with delusional fears

Crying,

Lying,

Sighing… tears.

 

That which was once distant

Now uncomfortably close and then..

 

Information OVERLOAD

 

So much data to process..

Piecing together

A HOT MESS

 

The big picture cannot be ignored

Though a BLAND fucking bore

 

To truly see the reality of this sad soul-less bleak society

 

An infestation of drone bees

Stacked in a pyramid buzzing aimlessly

this is not a shocker and yet…

You did not care at all apparently
 
i am not shocked in all honesty
 
 
I made a bad decision keeping you and did not fix it quickly enough
 
(i wasn’t focused… shit was rough)
 
And im not trying to bring about a resurrection
 
Instead moving in a new direction with new hope
 
Tried to cope in a bad time and you made it worse for me
 
I know i should not take it personal
 
Yet i cannot help but feel angry