Month: September 2010

You say I am defensive?

Nope!

The communication you dissected was read inaccurately

You may be offensive..

.. but defensive I will never be

You see…

Your foot was never in the door like that

For me to react in such a manner

How could defenses be up?

When I never really gave a fuck

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Well I will be the determining factor in that..

Who are you again?

I clearly missed the relevance.

 

You monologue loving

Running commentary

Hypocritical teaching

Fake (pimpin’) preaching

Conversion reaction projecting.. all the devastation within

 

Looking in the mirror impossible now

Shattered glass fragmented and blown in the wind

 

Could never face the TRUTH so you hide and lie

 

Is the problem really always others and never you?

 

You are always a non-issue

No honey – No sting

 

To deactivate the propaganda that has been delivered to me over the years

 

Living with delusional fears

Crying,

Lying,

Sighing… tears.

 

That which was once distant

Now uncomfortably close and then..

 

Information OVERLOAD

 

So much data to process..

Piecing together

A HOT MESS

 

The big picture cannot be ignored

Though a BLAND fucking bore

 

To truly see the reality of this sad soul-less bleak society

 

An infestation of drone bees

Stacked in a pyramid buzzing aimlessly